Just go.

you came one day
popped out of nowhere
asking of one life
once you never care
then u ask me
have you now change?
oh yes I've changed.
to be someone you never think i will.
i am sorry i am not
a girl you used to date.
so what -you are the one
who never think of my heart
and now why should i
care of what you want?
i know i am bad
or worse i have been
but are you the one
who can judge me?
deep down inside i hope you know
you hurt me more than you think so
when you cheat on me
think i know nothing
but now you come
just because i am not
one i used to be?
oh please...note this.
maybe yes i changed a bit
but i am still the same
the old izzy.
just me but yeah i mature a bit
so please don't think
that i will let you hurt me
again n again.

go away!

When I am close to you

you come to me,
all smiling and welcoming,
so sweet the heart melting,
happy i am without knowing
that i will hurt in another minute.

i ran away indeed,
even i know i am in need,
of you being with me,
just be by my side,
stay here close to my heart.

i can see thousand stars above,
the moon shining with love,
the sun smiling so wide,
the skies so blue so nice,
when i'm close to you.

just because i want to,
doesn't mean i will.
doesn't mean i can.

because you are just a dream to me.