Mama

mama,
along nakal kan?
mama selalu kata along tak dengar cakap.
along tau along degil.
along nakal buat mama pening.
bila tak puas hati, along cakap tak bertapis.
tak jaga hati mama, tak tau kalau terluka.
along banyak susahkan mama,
mintak ini, buat itu,
masak ini, pergi situ,
mama mesti pening.
anak mama memang degil.

tapi ma,
bila jauh.....along rasa..
jauh......
sangat jauh.....
along rindu mama membebel.
kalau dulu along rasa penat nak dengar,
sekarang along boleh dengar 8jam tanpa henti,
hanya kalau mama depan mata.
along rindu.
nak peluk mama, cium mama,
cakap dengan mama...
pegang tangan mama...

mama, along mintak maaf banyak2.
along tau along banyak buat dosa dengan mama.
tp along tetap syg mama.
sayang along pada mama tak terhingga.

selamat hari ibu mama.



anak mama yang jauh,
along.

The heart that wavered

i think i need to say that i am happy.
just to clarify because i really am.
but i got this hard bad feeling.
that i shouldn't let my guard down.

with the things that go rather easy.
assignments submitted few days ago.
got WIP to be worried of and tests only.
but those are not what i am thinking though.

the heart that wavered so bad it beats-
so hard i thought i might cause it bleed.
do i need to make myself real clear?
that i feel nothing but total fear?

i guess this is rather complicated. random.