Maybe,
there is another route.
There is another truce.
Just maybe,
I can smile again.
Put the sorrowness into the drain.

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When my friend told me to ignore and move on, I question myself the ability to move forward. I doubt much, but believe for more to gain. Ive done crying. Ive done mourning. Heck, why should I even care at the first place, looking back at all the memories that I know will bring back all the tears. The msgs in the inbox and some random thoughts are not real. I know somehow I feel bad for myself actually for being like how I am today. But I learned. I want to be stronger. For whatever prides left on me, I want to move. Forward.

This hurtful feelings are not without tears but tears never help but to release my tense. Only.

My own sort of tranquility.

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I cried nonstop for over an hour without any specific reason. I am so tired now i feel like throwing up. What a bad day.

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Just a small button with the big turn
Jolly yiehaw and yayy no mourn
Brought the cake
Late you bake
A girl who late
But claim to take
Throphy to make
Yourself to fake
Now he is dead
And none to blame
But the pursuit of fame

No time wont wait
But please
Just stay
In life, I would say
And keep appearing
Breathing
Till death take it away

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Be the change you want to see in the world (Gandhi)

You want to see others the way you like. How about you be one first? See, Gandhi perfectly gave us the guidance, how genius.

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Happyyy

So happy so shining
The day it is
Even when the wheather
so dark so gloomy
Praise the love
That is in the air
Bring up the mood
showed that you care

Happiness is what we dare to bare.
Thank yousssssss

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I miss you.
I never want to miss you like this.
It hurts.

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It doesnt matter if you are no longer in someone's heart.
After all, it is the faith that you have in yourself is the most important thing.

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You can close your eyes
to the things you do not want to see
but you cannot close your heart
to things you do not want to feel.

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People lied because truth hurts.

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HTD!

Happy Teacher's Day!
To me as well!

S2e7 23.57

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Watching greys anatomy.
And why am I being emotional and hating him?
For all I know now, begging wont do.
He likes her, just not enough.

Ouch.
This series watching really get on my skins.

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My bestfriend told me that everything is going to be ok. She lied.

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What you dont know wont hurt you?
I think the worst feeling is not knowing at all.

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I'd do it again.
I'd choose you.
Everytime.

Because it matters to me.

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The more reason for me

To feel at ease.
The sunset.

Lembaran 1 2011

I cant take it.
I thought that I can.

I cried.
I am sorry for myself
As I am not strong enough yet.

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Someone left me a note
In my iPhone
160 days ago.

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Happy Mother's Day

Because only you who can cut the cake for me with so much love like no other.

I love you, Mama.

P/s: the chocolate rice cake.

One early morning, I woke up and stared at the blanket. I was dreaming something forgotten long ago. I miss that secret escape. Full of butterflies. What I regret the most is that I leave everything to time and never take advantage of those moments. I shut my mouth, I let myself go.

Now?

Not once I feel those again.
Even when I stop trying.
Puzzle of maze, I see none solved now.
Packing up all the bags of remainings.
Sending the warmth of smile,
I will look to this feeling
Again later
If I will.

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Drumroll....

Final exam for final year!
And we finished it!

Pot calling kettle black

When you used to talk back and say things like im so bad, things are even worse on the other side of your dream world. And at least I can say I am not the only one. Haha

Pot and kettle

Final paper for final year! Done!

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Bittercold

Cold
Sore and alone
Beaten so bold
Bleeding to bone
Bring me home
Please
I step forward
I see the burn
I make a turn
I live a life
I give a heart
I let the love
To be alive

Cold is what i hate
Hurt is what i feel
Love is what i left
For life is what i have.

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Never be sad for what is over.
Just be glad that it was once yours.

Tip-toe.

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1st of May

At exactly today in 2010, I lost you.
And I am always missing you.
Thank you for being there for me
Even just for a while
And to this someone
Who used to console my heart
Today at this very time
I thank you, the ironman.
I miss you, nenek.
Al-fatihah.

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A little bird told me that I am forgotten.
How sad.

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