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There is no end in a circle
N of 0? no.
Of darkness and pitchblack.
Of loneliness.

Firecrackers.

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Shining star

Shining star.
Shy away oh
So far
From within.
beat the most
To kill the form
Of gloomy storm
Hope is a thing
With nothing
But the drip
of Love.

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to you the stranger

The stranger under the tree, you.
I am sorry, i know you too,
For what we need
Is to be true
But so afraid
To just go through

You being there over the tree
I shall say hey,
My name is Lily
But i just stand here
Waiting for the courage
But with the tears
That i must add

Hello, stranger.
Want to walk me home?

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When-

The hairbrush tangled
With hairs
Of the short ones
To the long ones.
From the day they outgrown.
Tangled with undo knots.
The roots.
The split ends.

I need a haircut.

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X to Y

The gloomy day.

The weather? Greyish.
The soul? Empty.

So much of light colours.
Lost the pattern.

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Quoted from.

"If you love two persons, choose the second one. Because if you really love the first, you wouldn't have fallen for the second."

-Liyana Jasmay-

I wonder if it may work like that. What if it does? Wait.. No way.

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Crazy

The need to drink in the middle of the night. The need to take a deep breath. Slow.. Comforting.

Sometimes when we want something too much, we will never going to get it.
We fight, we lost, we forfeit the battle. We hope for the best, we lie to make it better. Even to ourselves.

I am losing something I hope I had not. It is the trust I wish I still have.

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The joy of friendship

The joy of our 18years of friendship, and counting. This one.

One that you know you can be yourself whenever you are with her.

One that you know you need not to feel bad for being honest.

One with so much love and care only both understand.

One that accept each at the worst and the best.

One that trust is never an issue and secrets kept between them and no other.

One that will hurt one another but never turn their back.

One that will share laughs and tears, as they know best.

To this one friendship of 18 years, and counting.

For you, Izzati.
From, Izzaty.

Because I care

Things that even I don't have the answer myself. The act is neither something intended nor forced, it is just as it is. I may be blinded with what I want badly, but it is worth the try the pain.

Being far away sometimes make me feel sad and lonely. Yes. Insecure too.

Is it even worth it?

Enchanting the perfect line of ' I believe'.

Because I do believe,

Because I want to believe.

And..
Because I care.
For you.

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Irritation

The very reason i chose to ignore is to be happy.

But when the ignorance causing the irritation, i keep on telling myself to think again about it.

When i keep quiet about something does that mean i am giving up? Or it is just another way of saying i can survive with no worries at all? Or i am just being ignorant again? I have no idea as well.

Being nice doesnt have anything to do with being bullied. It is just a way of saying i am better than that.

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The slow walk

It is the slow walk,
But the slow walk of the confidence.

It is the slow walk,
The short walk towards the destination.
Only reached when desired,
A walk full of stops, trials and turns.

It is the slow walk.
But the slow walk of the distance.

<del> reattaching whatever left, reminiscing whatever remembered </del>

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