273days ago.
5:40pm

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Because nobody ever stop hurting me.

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You told me it will be forever. You lied.

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In our farawayyyyy land.

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This month exactly.

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I am so slow...

Looking at my watch, I just realized something: I am so so slow.

I need to clean my room,
I need to do my lesson planS for next week.
I need to learn how to dance like in the video.
I need to go shopping
I need to DIET.
I need to send my bags for stitches. Koyak. And shoes too.
I need to send few more cards.
I need to update my photo album (the 2011 version) in my laptop
I need to do some reading
I need to add on my jogging/exercise routine
I need to relax
I need to be positive
I need to improve on my English.
I need to REALLY improve my English.

Yes, and I am not done with the list. I told you I am slow.
So slow I can't believe I can still survive in this world now.

Yes, my morning rambling.

You're gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul.

No more suicide mission. I promise.

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Talking to the air

For I got no one to be mad with.
I stop looking, then-
I spot Something.
I called off. Stupid? Why?
Big reason is, I just got nothing I can make use to make meaning
Even when I am talking to the air
Yes
I am talking to no one there.
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Excited over small little things.
Smiling over and over again.
Happiness, please stay.
Even the artificial ones,
I can bear.

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Olddd

Will I get duit raya this year? Oh I want pretty please???

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Creepyyy

Few people noted to me that I am too gloomy lately. Need to cheer up a bit and tone down my creepiness haha

Haha..

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Girls forgive and forget
Guys get and forget.

Haha

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White lie.

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I'd played my role with no ties and great gusto. With a great conviction I didn't even know I felt.

Slow..

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Had a habit of not knowing where the phone is. Disaster. And it is here again.

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The heart with the broken parts
And
Colourful blood.

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Went outside for a short walk. And I felt cold. Feelingless. I hate nobody but I also need no one. I tracked my life journey for these past few months and I saw black patches. Of nothingness. I decided to just walk and continue this pattern of nothingness and feelingless. For a while. At least for a moment. As those are the things that keep me smiling. To nothingness. Cheers.

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Reason to cry

Listening to something that bring the tears

I found the reason to show. A side of me you didnt know.
The reason to start over new, and the reason is you.

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Why are you complaining?
Because no one understood.

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When the rain started to pour,
I forgot that I have no raincoat on.
So when I stutterred and showered,
The warmth that you brought
Means everything.

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The star in an orange
The moon in an apple.

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It is not a dream when it is no longer reachable. Too far.

Who do you think you are？

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Says one who cannot keep up

Well known News.
Yesterday was filled with dances and juices
So when the light is off,
The story continues,
It starts to bleed and hurting too.
Simple reason-
Hating the way it goes to.

A little bit over the moon.

"The important thing is to allow fate to intervene in our lives and to decide what is best for everyone."

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Loner

Loneliness gets stronger when we try to face it down, but gets weaker when we simply ignore it.

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No one lights a lamp in order to hide it behind the door:
The purpose of light is to create more light, to open people's eyes, to reveal the marvels around.

(paulo coello, 2008)

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Stagnant show

Either an action or reaction

Maybe an ebb or even one flow

Something is up for alters and changes

Giving trials, redo and amend errors.

Living in this pace of rhythm,
Some confidence needed to be shown
That without fear and clearer vision
One may stroll with fresh hope

Rather than living yet undecided
Stagnant with just no flow.

Bar the change, disturbance in cycles,

I said hello to people who knows.

Doses of medicine, with readings to be made,

I'll say I'm contented, at least for the day.

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