The heart that wavered

i think i need to say that i am happy.
just to clarify because i really am.
but i got this hard bad feeling.
that i shouldn't let my guard down.

with the things that go rather easy.
assignments submitted few days ago.
got WIP to be worried of and tests only.
but those are not what i am thinking though.

the heart that wavered so bad it beats-
so hard i thought i might cause it bleed.
do i need to make myself real clear?
that i feel nothing but total fear?

i guess this is rather complicated. random.