tough lad-y

vulnerable,
fragile,
brittle,
frail.

when we deny, yet we were alike,
push each other, then back together.
with heart unchanged, dream remained,
please keep the promises, give no excuses.

do not cry, i am here.
do not lie, it is clear.
when you are acting tough, it hurts.
yet when i did that, it is worse.

when u need to smile,
just to let others laugh,
thats absurd yet real,
but stop it, thats enough.

enough is enough

vulnerable,
fragile,
brittle,
frail.

when we deny, yet we were alike,
push each other, then back together.
with heart unchanged, dream remained,
please keep the promises, give no excuses.

do not cry, i am here.
do not lie, it is clear.
when you are acting tough, it hurts.
yet when i did that, it is worse.

when u need to smile,
just to let others laugh,
thats absurd yet real,
but stop it, thats enough.

Wen the going gets tough, you run

i rub my heavy eyelids to reveal,
a future in a shape of pastel;
at times i wish i am able to steal,
and to follow the scattered symbols.

its longer than the usual calls,
never to mind, but to follow than lead;
where the whispering sunlight falls
right through the trees, hoping to meet.

after spending days knowing
you laid bare your heart for the first time.
warming up the shivering feelings
reminded the nostalgic ways, the rhyme.







why do you always run away when the going going gets tough?

pieces

i rub my heavy eyelids to reveal,
a future in a shape of pastel;
at times i wish i am able to steal,
and to follow the scattered symbols.

its longer than the usual calls,
never to mind, but to follow than lead;
where the whispering sunlight falls
right through the trees, hoping to meet.

after spending days knowing
you laid bare your heart for the first time.
warming up the shivering feelings
reminded the nostalgic ways, the rhyme.

To cease to exist, the existence itself

hey,
in reality,
there are times when you cant come up
with the right answer..
thing that you cant do anything about.
not all people can become happy.
why?
because happiness corrupts people.
we adapt to the happiness we obtain once,
and pursue even greater happiness.
we are greedy, weren't we?
thats why people are able to feel pain as well.
if people doesn't feel sad, they will never know
what happiness is,
how heaven the feeling is

Reality dream

She sat on the porch and daydreaming,
That she had someone through thick and thin,
She hold his hand and they had world,
When fate was nonetheless, nothing but cruel.
She looked around to find her treasure,
And then she met his manly look,
A face like his gives her pleasure,
Like the page of a pleasant book.
A treasure to be cherished,
A gift from God above,
The beauty of a relationship
Touched by unconditional love.
Still, she felt the empty hole,
Which yearn for something, for more.
Deep in heart she feel its cold,
When something is missing, that she know.
Undiminished solemn and misery,
It is multiplex, yet it is how it be.

Benar?

2007
putrajaya tersenyum ceria
pesta bunga api galak diraya
sambutan meriah
penuh gelak tawa,
riang gembira

1957
dataran merdeka segar..
keriangan juga terserlah.
namun,
perbedaan yang tiada taranya
di kala itu,
keterharuan diuntai dengan air mata
menitis seiring dengan harapan
sinar kebebasan menunjuk jalan

50 tahun kita merdeka
50 tahun kita bebas dari genggaman mereka..
bebas!!lepas!!

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ada seorang tua,menopang dagunya,merintih....

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sebentar anak muda!
adakah kamu benar benar merasai nikmat bebas?
menghayati erti dan nikmat kemerdekaan?
melalui apa?
keperitan?kesusahan?
atau sekadar cerita dan ilusi semata?

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