Saturday, 5 November 2011
What fix?
There are no quick fix that heals fast, especially not by trying to talk it out. No, you have no idea what to talk, where to start, how to fit everything into one simple story line. Because there is none. The only solution that you can think of is to lessen the heartache. Forget the revenge, will bring you to nowhere. Give up the hope, will be utterly hopeless and at some point, you will realize that you are just wasting your time. Stop everything you are doing. Stop every picture viewing, history chat/msgs reading, checking every single time for new updates about them. Be generous. Be better than being stupid. No, do not forget, because that is how you learned your lesson. Just stop wasting the tears they dont deserve. Start with letting yourself go. Give yourself some love. Smile more, and just keep on smile. Even when you cannot cheat yourself, you might as well let others around you feel relief. If you can, find new people to hang out with, even though in my case I am more comfortable do lots of things on my own. No, watching movies alone are not pathetic. Eating alone is also ok. Nothing is wrong with walking and strolling down the park alone. Who knows, that way the fix and the heal we try so hard to find can be found?
Then again, we can still cry where nobody will never know.
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